Got highly emotional and depressed just awhile ago that I teared while looking and sighing at my panel mockup and my trying-to-make fake spider webs, and failed terribly.
Got light slap on the face by my brother and a long lecture to wake me up from drowning into my thought of perfection again.

Now trying to make the cockroaches, I'm sure they'll work well. They must.
Shall put up panel boards well tomorrow and relax. I'm done with my stuff, I should be happy about it already.
Be Happy Christina